Saturday, March 15, 2014

Go to Bed Momma


What nights consist of at the house of Mighty Z :

 

What Momma lays and bed and thinks about:

 

Is Z breathing weird? I think she is defiantly breathing weird, I should go check.. (I go and check on Z everything looks good)

 

I can’t hear Z breathing, I should go and check … (I go and check everything looks good)

 

Ugh why is her heart rate sounds so high, I should go and check... (I go and check everything looks good)

 

Oh my!! Her heart rate sounds so low; I should go and check….. (I go and check everything looks good)

 

I just heard her oxygen level drop; I should go and check... (Her oxygen is 99%)

 

I just heard her oxygen level drop again; I should go and check... (Her oxygen is 98%)

 

I just heard her oxygen level drop again; I should go and check... (Her oxygen is 97%)

 

You know her alarms will go off at 94% oxygen 60% low heart rate and 160% high heart rate, you don’t need to keep getting up, momma tells                                                                                              herself.

 

I just heard her oxygen level drop again; I should go and check... (Her oxygen is 96%)  crap I need to sit here and watch her oxygen level it might drop to 95% and then I need to start figuring out what’s going on ……. 30 min later momma again tells herself “ you know she has alarms that will go off when she needs you ? Right?  Momma tells herself... “Sigh, yes I know and so momma goes back to bed”  

 

Seconds later Z’s alarms go off and up I go  to check on Z, breathing treatment, position change make sure all machines are on correctly,   okay looks like Z needs some oxygen.

 

Oxygen is on Z, I stumble to bed exhausted.. Slowly fading into slumber ….

 

 

Daddy starts to snore loudly … I am up again.

 

 

Yes, I know I don't need to get up every time, however I lays there and can’t sleep because of it, I need to make sure all is well with Z.

 

Maybe tonight I will tell myself not to get up unless I hear alarms… (but momma won’t listen to herself)


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